"I don't know." Cronis shook his head.
He wasn't sure how he was supposed to explain his father's views on the ministry and healers. Cronis'father thought of it as a weakness to be a healer if you were a male. Had he been a daughter rather than a son, he was sure his father would have supported it wholeheartedly. Cronis hated the way his luck always went.
He looked at Eva. "I don't expect you to understand where I'm coming from with this. But my father is a very traditional, hypocritical man.", It burned in his mouth, to call his father a hypocrite. "He just expects this of me, because I'm his heir. He doesn't want me to.. throw away my life, i guess is what he thinks of it like."
He ran his hand through his hair and sighed. "I know it would be best to just ignore what my father wants and thinks, but I can't help but think I need to live up to what he expects of me. Merlin knows my brother won't." Evander just wasn't ever going to be who his father wants him to be, and it wasn't because his brother was trying to go against him, rather he just didn't have it in him.
"I just don't know what to choose."